I am going out among people more and I cannot decide if it's stress from living in a pandemic (worrying about Covid) or just my natural introverted nature that is causing me so much distress. I went to my weekly gaming group, church, and my knitting group this weekend and I feel as if I want to cry. That's not normal for me.
I don't know what to do about it, either. Maybe a soak in the tub with some scented epsom salts. I wish I knew where the sadness was coming from so I could at least make the attempt at addressing the root cause.
None of those gatherings were bad, by the way. I enjoyed the game, I am not hating this church (that whole thing is probably a post all its own), and my knitting group was pleasant. But here I am, fighting tears.